why do people only fucking care when they notice u are sinking? why can’t people just always be there? why would i have to show my damn feelings to any of you heartless people for anyone to just a shit? i guess the reason why im alone is because i bottle it all up and refuse to show people how i feel. im done with this life. i dont want to live the way i do anymore i want to run away from it all. just get away from life itself. i need someone to care. i need someone to show they will never stop caring. i need someone that wont only care about themselves 24/7! why cant i find a friend that i can open up to and have there to listen when i need them to, have them to hang out with when im alone, someone to care about and help dig me out of this hell hole. im not a bad person! i know im not a bad person. im tired of being a loner im tired of everything. im just done ive given all that i can, i have given out my whole heart all the time to everyone i care about only to have it squished and forgotten. im done giving everyone else everything they want and letting them walk all over me! you cant do that when im fucking gone. i hope they fucking remember that.